hahaa....this is my nephew! super cute and tiao pi...! but this is what a child should behave when they are still young, right?! It's always hard for me to make him smile/laugh. So whenever i manage to make him laugh like the pic beside, i feel there is a sense of achievement and somehow i feel a strange feeling that i never feel for so long. He smile, i smile. He laugh, i laugh. :) simple as that. whenever he come, my whole family will put in all the effort to play with him. All sort of ugly behaviours are being shown just to make him laugh. Because of that, all of us will in the end become very tired. But..... everything is worthwhile. :)
i like to see people around me smile/laugh.
They smile, i smile. They laugh, i laugh.
Sometime how much i wish i can be a child again. Laugh truly from the heart... Cry or what will have someone trying all sort of way to make him smile again. Didn't need to care abt their own safety or wat. There will always be someone beside ensure their safety. So nice! Tmr is his birthday. As his uncle(sound abit old), i have manage to buy a toy that make him laugh. hahaa... Level up! Actually tmr is my duty in camp, didnt noe is his birthday till sis tell me. Bo bian have to change with my frenz. I can't miss his 1st year old birthday. First time being uncle, the feeling can't described. No matter what, i still dote him cuz i am his juijui. :) Buy alot of toys for him to play. Next time when he grow up, the toys still can be played by my er jie's childen or my children. Good investment!
The best time of our life is when we are still a child... :)
Short preview of upcoming flash website
Sorry for the due personal website. Have to admit all the delay have been made is because of my lazyness. Sometime lack of inspiration... Sometime because of lazy.
Dunnoe want to go watch lee guitar concert ma. Got mayday, tanya chua, chang zhen yue, cheer chen...... HOW HOW HOW? Nowsday, have finally put in some effort in learning guitar. Got feel some sense of achievenment again.
Somehow i need abit of self-agreement(zhi wo gen ding)... abit of achievement to pick myself up again. Abit...Slowly... I know i need to constantly to have self-talk. Like what i say in the previous post, "when the moment even you can't stand yourself, changes will be made". I am already sick and tired of my status now. Already know how to make myself ok already. Just that i lack of displicine plus determination. :( I just need constantly nice slp to make myself feel being myself again. Admire those that slp like as if even though the world is going to collapse, it doesn't matter to them. I have a tired body and tired mind. I dunnoe why. Tired but lie on bed force myself not to slp. Cuz i dun want to lose a sec to do things. Even though i have nothing much to do. How? Got any gd slping method? Never have a good slp for so long make me look old and shagged. Not gd if i want to have gf and for personal confident. :P
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my proud achievement... every kid saw it like it! :P
my proud achievement... every kid saw it like it! :P
