best time of our life

hahaa....this is my nephew! super cute and tiao pi...! but this is what a child should behave when they are still young, right?! It's always hard for me to make him smile/laugh. So whenever i manage to make him laugh like the pic beside, i feel there is a sense of achievement and somehow i feel a strange feeling that i never feel for so long. He smile, i smile. He laugh, i laugh. :) simple as that. whenever he come, my whole family will put in all the effort to play with him. All sort of ugly behaviours are being shown just to make him laugh. Because of that, all of us will in the end become very tired. But..... everything is worthwhile. :)

i like to see people around me smile/laugh.

They smile, i smile. They laugh, i laugh.

Sometime how much i wish i can be a child again. Laugh truly from the heart... Cry or what will have someone trying all sort of way to make him smile again. Didn't need to care abt their own safety or wat. There will always be someone beside ensure their safety. So nice! Tmr is his birthday. As his uncle(sound abit old), i have manage to buy a toy that make him laugh. hahaa... Level up! Actually tmr is my duty in camp, didnt noe is his birthday till sis tell me. Bo bian have to change with my frenz. I can't miss his 1st year old birthday. First time being uncle, the feeling can't described. No matter what, i still dote him cuz i am his juijui. :) Buy alot of toys for him to play. Next time when he grow up, the toys still can be played by my er jie's childen or my children. Good investment!

The best time of our life is when we are still a child... :)

Short preview of upcoming flash website

Sorry for the due personal website. Have to admit all the delay have been made is because of my lazyness. Sometime lack of inspiration... Sometime because of lazy.

Dunnoe want to go watch lee guitar concert ma. Got mayday, tanya chua, chang zhen yue, cheer chen...... HOW HOW HOW? Nowsday, have finally put in some effort in learning guitar. Got feel some sense of achievenment again.

Somehow i need abit of self-agreement(zhi wo gen ding)... abit of achievement to pick myself up again. Abit...Slowly... I know i need to constantly to have self-talk. Like what i say in the previous post, "when the moment even you can't stand yourself, changes will be made". I am already sick and tired of my status now. Already know how to make myself ok already. Just that i lack of displicine plus determination. :( I just need constantly nice slp to make myself feel being myself again. Admire those that slp like as if even though the world is going to collapse, it doesn't matter to them. I have a tired body and tired mind. I dunnoe why. Tired but lie on bed force myself not to slp. Cuz i dun want to lose a sec to do things. Even though i have nothing much to do. How? Got any gd slping method? Never have a good slp for so long make me look old and shagged. Not gd if i want to have gf and for personal confident. :P

Looking forward to the day....

出頭天(完整版) - 五月天

在我的天頂 甘有人會看得見
看到我不甘願這樣過一生
在我的一生 我甘願來相信
每一朵花都有自己的春天
在我的天頂 大雨落不停
也不能改變到我的固執

永遠等待 那一日 咱可以出頭天
人生不怕風浪 只怕自己沒志氣
那一日 咱可以出頭天
我盼望的日子 會真快 來到我身邊

在我的天頂 甘有人在保佑
怎樣我常常摔的頭殼流血
血乾會結痂 失敗也不失志
成功是咱自己看自己得起
飄浪的日子 等待著時機
我不信命運會這麼無情

永遠等待 那一日 咱可以出頭天
人生不怕風浪 只怕自己沒志氣
那一日 咱可以出頭天
我盼望的日子 會真快 來到我身邊

永遠等待 那一日 咱可以出頭天
人生不怕風浪 只怕自己沒志氣
那一日 咱可以出頭天
我盼望的日子 會真快 來到我身邊

永遠等待 那一日 咱可以出頭天
人生不怕風浪 只怕自己沒志氣
那一日 咱可以出頭天
我盼望的日子 會真快 來到我身邊


one day i also will 出頭天....
i WILL....

thanks wal....

給我肩並肩的擁抱! a simple hug make my day! :)