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one yrs have passed...
and i am still living fine... :)
i thought i saw "you" on that day...
but didn't really go double confirm...
even though i am quite sure is you....
glad that you are doing fine...
as all the long i have been wishing and hoping to know that.... :)

the next few wks will be a xiong period of time for me....
super lots many thing for me to handle... :(
not good...

dunnoe how to handle social well....
sometime i just like or enjoy to be alone...
i dun like to do things to become someone's fav etc...
i am just not this type of person....

life is realistic...
somehow i just come to realise recently...
if you doing fine etc,
ppl will naturally will approach you or come flying toward you...
if you are doing not ok,
...............

i used to believe and want to become a very successful person...
the term of successful define at the point of time is earn alot of money and become the top man in the field of my circle...
however as time go passed,
i redefine the meaning of successful....
it is to become a better person in term of character...
it is to become a happier person...
it is to something meaningful to help someone directly or indirectly...

i used to dream of earning bucks of money...
staying in condo...
spent anything i want to buy....

now, i just dream of becoming a happier person doing something meaningful in life...
so what if you achieved and climb the highest mountain...
till then, you will have to climb down again...
so wat is the point of doing that while in the process you trying all means to achieve it?
life is short....
enjoy and treasure the things you have now...
this is what i feel now....

i dun mind earning lesser...
as long able to feed my family fully...
able to buy things that they want/hope...
i am satisfy with my life.... :)

i want to become a successful person by earning ppl's respect....
not the amount of money that i earn...

i have lost many things during these past few yrs...
but wat i gained is the knowledge of what other ppl hardly get unless went through the same thing...
i have become a better person...
and... i am glad that i went through it before...
if not, i wun be who am i today... :)

i want to bring a camera and travel around the world...
doing things that i like...
helping ppl along the way...

i dun mind suffer anything...
cuz i noe it is the process of what i will become of...


anyway jie just want to let you noe....
we will always be there for you! :) cheer! Jia you!
everything happen for a reason...
remember that of wat u will become of during this period of time...
of what i know, u will become a better person...
this is what i believe...
this is what i chose to believe...
you can do it that too.... :)


i am really looking forward to hk trip.... :)
sis, join us when zy can walk already. :)
at that time, we can finally go oversea as one family.... :)

i am still learning.....

i want to learn as many thing as possible to improve myself..... :)
this is what i enjoy nowsday....