day before

ppl always look forward to their birthday every years...
but to me,
i dun look forward at all.
Instead, i hope time will stall before the date arrived.
dunnoe y again.

dun really hope for any present or what....
to me,
birthday is just a normal day.

i am high and happy after playing a good soccer game.
:) contented.
play not bad on thurs nite.
looking forward to next games.

i simply hate....
feeling helpless...
feeling regret...
feeling emptiness...

wat should i do?
wat,why,when?

i dunnoe how to communicate well with ppl already... :(

sometimes i just wonder is there something wrong with me.
i dunnoe....