stain

it always have been my dream to join the elite team...
such as commandos or ocs.

it will always remain a stain that i never make it through...
feel extremely emo when i saw photo of others.
just dunnoe how to describe my feeling.

it is not wat i want now,
but beside tis,
i have no idea on wat else to do.

Can anyone understand?
Can i have another chance to prove it?

i am a joker.

appear soon! plz...!