....:)

having steamboat with family before enlist...
Have no idea why i eat with a heavy heart.

Just now watched abt medical show.
Today topic is depression.
I have no idea why ppl look down or feel different on these people.
They need help.
That's all.
A listening ear.
Someone who support him/her all the way.
That's all.
Is that so difficult?

If one day,
i have the power and money....
i will make sure everyone will get enough help and support.

Till now,
havent prepare yet for army.
Neither enlistment stuff or mentally.
Sianz...
Totally no life before army.
After army will be the same.
But one thing i hope is...
i go in i will become a changed man.

Somehow i feel that promise can't be trusted.
Words from people are hard to believe.
No matter how much they say or what...
like never give up on you or what...

Like what i say in the previous entry.
"When that person is a pain in the butt most of the time, drive you up the wall, makes you go mad. And yet, you still hold his/her hand like everything's fine and hug him/her with all the love you've got. "

now i come to realise...
last time no matter what happen...
you have alot of problem/trouble...
never did i once give up on you once.
All i did is keep on trying to solve your problem.
i tried as hard as possible.

Maybe i think too much...
Maybe i put in as much as i can...
That's why the side effect is still on.
Please go away...

I wonder are you really happy now.

Anyway,
got one link...
http://www.songtaste.com/
alots of nice song and inspiration quotes down there.