Lost

i am afraid of lost.
I mean that kind of losing someone or something.
I dunnoe what can i do to prevent this for happen.

Is there any magic or way that can hold on to someone/something forever?
Anyone know?

i am seriously afraid.
Especially someone that hold a place inside my heart...
Especially something that i have been keeping and treating it seriously...
What can i do?

Let me find true happiness in any form.
i dun mind sacrifice anyting to exchange it.

sometime i am thinking whether be a tree is gd not.
Cuz they can stay as long as they want at where they first belong.
No matter got thunder or raining,
they will remain in their own place.
The leave swing to the way the wind blow them.
Furthermore, it will bring beautiful scene for everybody.

What about fish?
They can happily swim at the big ocean.
When they cry, no one will know.
Maybe all the ocean and pond is their tears.
Who know?

What about cloud?
They can cry whenever they want.
They can show their emotion anytime they want.
When they are sad, everybody know the cloud is sad and crying.
So nice that everybody know.

Hmm... firefly?
They bring light to everyone's life when they are lost in the dark.
But as long their light is gone, they are dead.
Everyone remember only their good. :)

Maybe i should be wind...
It appear everywhere and invisible.
Giving everybody their need.

Which one is good to be stated above?
Maybe i will chose firefly..
Maybe...